Archive for August, 2009

Inside out

Sunday, August 16th, 2009

There is a feeling, a feeling within the confuse state of my mind, power within this captivity, strength within my weakness, plaster to my wound, bandage to my bleeding, comfort to my fright, hope to my hopelessness, assistance when I can’t speak, peace to my chaos, love to my pain, security to my mess, sight for my direction, faith for my future, word for my understanding, truth for what I have been deceived and denied, kindness for my growth, mercy to my wrong doing, wonders for my experience.

Your water brings life, work brings glory, love brings joy, heart brings mercy, joy carry strength, word brings revelation, presence bring comfort, grace bring salvation, awesomeness bring praises, spirit brings overflowing of who You are and You are for my abundance living.

You hasn’t change the situation, just telling me that You are near, with You near, there is hope and strength and power and glory and love and truth and faith and life and so much more than those which I thought I needed, and from here, I can experience what I need to experience in order to understand what that is needed to be understood. With experience, understanding, meaning, knowledge, I will be able to attain a new life, a new type of life.

It may never be complete here because the more we know about our experience will increase the lack of knowledge of others, so there will be this pursue of understanding which the meaning of all these is inside the experience and understanding itself. If life may never be complete, then it will be empty unless there is a purpose.

And my purpose is the reason of how and why I felt this today…