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I came to learn about an incident.
I was devastated.
I once thought everything happened after the blood dried up.
I am wrong.
I was already in pain when I saw the bleeding.
I was very much paralysed by pain when I saw the bleeding.
I tried limited ways to slow down the bleeding but not effective enough.
I was restless and helpless when I didn’t have any solution for my pain and the bleeding.
I then found the way to stop the bleeding.
I take heart and precision in the preparation of the solution.
I did not know the blood was already drying up as I was busy preparing.
I saw the end with my two eyes.
I gave up as everything has ended.
1 thing didn’t end…..

When you know there is no way to stop something from ending, what would you do NOW?
When you are able to stop something from ending, what else could you do other than focusing on solution alone?
When you are not sure if you can stop something from ending, what would you focus on NOW?

Is there anything precious and might have an end other than life?

自古多情空与恨
子恨绵绵无绝情
伤爱地带无人晓
知者心魂继续缠

伤痛无声悲又哀
面对伤口独自行
痛累伤感何时了
恐怕坠落无限界

We fail to see, what’s in the box.
Chose stubborn seat, door closed and locked.
Selfish indeed, bias judgment in court.
Tight down our feet, rejected the talk.

There’re values to keep, great plans installed.
But acted unwillingly, no courage to explore.
Of what we missed, we questioned what is it for.
Should we cherish? Or smash it down to the floor.

Gap still persist, neglecting our thoughts.
Nobody insist, to know what went wrong.
Lack of maturity, accountability at fault.
Responsibility’s list, no effort to sort.

Respect created these? I believe it did not.
Reason for unpaid fees, we are running short.
Resting on green leaves, believing knot is gone.
Reached the deepest pit, it will be back to haunt.

In my heart, another part, fooled and bruised, without luck.
Sweetness ends, bitterness lands, weight of heart, in demand.
Emotions, as if aliens, full capacity, completely overtaken.
Take the step, face the fact, who should not be the one in debt.

Lips service, kiss the lists, lonely emptiness now insists.
In control, being controlled, through it all, did not owe.
Fail to quit, climb from pit, retaliate against the bandit.
Did my job, no one’s fault, missed your chance and now it’s locked.